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Read about (and sing along about): THE MORE JESUS FEELING

THE AIM OF Jesus WORSHIP: SPIRIT ‘POSSESSION’ (in the best Alma 34:34 sense)

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“Jesus intends not just that we follow Him, but that we yield ourselves so fully that His Spirit dwells in us completely—shaping our thoughts, desires, and actions—until our life becomes an expression of His. This is not loss of agency, but its highest use: a willing union where we become one with Him.”






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Dayenu means “it would have been enough.” It’s a Hebrew expression of gratitude — a declaration that each act of God’s mercy, no matter how small, is worthy of thanks.

look for a place to put this haunting….. https://youtu.be/JHlxTiR1zsk?si=6cHhm2YuTaVjPtSQ.… …………………………………………………………I’m 76 and have been playing guitar since I was 12 and it’s my addiction. My wife likes one of my songs and when she asks me to play “that song”, it makes me very happy……………………………..My Dad sent me this video, and while I’m in a different world, the same applies to writing books, and even more broadly, all human creations. We are destined for dust, as is our work, but while we’re here, we get the chance to create something meaningful, even if it’s only seen by those closest to us. The great joy of life is the act of creating………………………………….I didn’t release my first album until early 2021 and I’m 67. It took me 13 long months to produce the 10 tracks and I also mixed and mastered the whole thing. To this day I can listen to the album and sincerely wouldn’t change a thing on it. It is my masterpiece. Will anyone other than my family, friends and my modest fan base ever hear it? No. But you know what? I produced a damned good album. I achieved something most people never will, and I’m happy with that……………………………………………………….This video is an allegory for life. We create and wait. It might be sculpture, water colors, wood turning, but we pour our best effort into our creations and they sit there on the shelf gathering dust and sometimes someone will complement an object by saying, “That’s as good as you could buy!” They have no idea how insulting that is. Part of our souls go into our creations and that little piece of us will last until someone in the future gets tired of it and replaces it with something off of Amazon. Elvis, The Beatles, Rolling Stones, are the lucky ones who cut the right track at the right time and became immortal. Most of us enguage ourselves in hopeful futility that is so soul satisfying that it doesn’t have to be put in the Louve. It’s enough that it’s our best work and if it gathers dust, it still exists and still has that potential. Hope really does spring eternal.………………………………………………………..I’m 68 & began writing songs at age 12. Wrote for piano and guitar. At first I wanted to be discovered and have a career in music. Instead, I got pregnant and married at 17. That didn’t stop my music, and for many years I still hoped I could get a band together and get my songs “out there”. Never happened and I had a fulfilling life with 3 kids helping my husband run a photography business. About a dozen years ago, I started researching my favorite artists’ lives just killing time… and soon I realized what a blessing it has been to have never been “discovered”. These artists sacrifice everything for us – they’re at the mercy of their label or whoever holds the purse strings. In the meantime, a few people have heard some of the songs I’ve written and I even got to perform them with a band – a group of mates. I’ve had people come up and ask about the songs and can hardly believe I wrote them. No offense taken, it’s nice others like them but I no longer need the approval of others to be happy. I’m happy just being me, knowing God loves me just as I am…………………………………………….After years of being one of those people, I released my first solo album, called Las Vegas Rain. It’s the result of 50 years of singing, writing, performing…I wrote all the songs, played most of the instruments. It took me and my best friend, the engineer, 3 years to make. My only real goal was to have something left after I’m gone to say, “I was here, and I did this! We’re really proud of it, but I doubt that 50 people have heard it………………………………………………….Rick this may be the most honest music industry video you have made. Very few people who “work” in the music industry have any of their songs heard by anyone………………………………………………This made me cry Rick. Such a beautiful song collecting digital dust. I’m not a fan of country music, but this is really good and beautifully sung. I am not worried anymore if my music goes nowhere. It is a world dominated by young pop artists who appeal to the masses. If I can just move one person, that is enough for me………………………………….
this really hit me… all the hours and years I have dedicated to my craft(s), all the crappy jobs, all the sacrifices, all the unending belief… indeed it is pretty profound…………………………………..The most heartwarming thing about this video is the love you feel that Rick has for all these artists with their unheard songs. He is in not even remotely condescending, he doesn’t blame them, not even those who didn‘t even try to publish their songs, he is just full of love for all of them. For the passion and energy and money and everything they put into these songs. I had tears in my eyes after watching this. Rick is a great, great guy, and just so full of love for music and musicians……………………………………………………………….My band and practice years were the most precious times in my young life, thirteen to eighteen years old, four different bands, all kinds of practice spaces and many wonderful people. ’66-’71. No material success at all except the joy we brought to the people we played for and ourselves. Now I’m old and I still thrill at the music and joy of practice and performance……………………………………..I guess as it turns out for you Rick your humanity is your greatest gift. How you make people feel is exactly what you would like your music to do. But you’re still doing it by being who you are. And you must find great satisfaction in that. I love listening to you and what you have to say. It definitely helps me live this life I am living. Thank you Rick for being present in my life……………………………….Pretty much the exact story of where 30 years of where my “life in music” led to. The songs were great – with good lyrics, great musicians, good or excellent mixing/mastering – and then lost in space, because… because. Very well said, Rick. This choked me up, more than a little – thinking about all the living music that still hangs in a Limbo of Dreams unmet, staring back at me from the bottom of a deep, deep well – mine and so many others. Something woke the dreamer and the fabric of the dream blew away, like a castle made of Dandelion down… There is so much beauty just sleeping in the shadows, clinging by the thinnest thread of memory, and waiting to fade away………………………………………………………………….If anyone ever wonders why so many musicians and ex-musicians hate pop music, this video should give you some insight. I remember those days of scraping together a few hundred bucks so we could get a day in a “real studio” to record our carefully crafted masterpieces, rehearsing 20 hours a week after my pizza delivery job, then dragging our butts and gear all over the country to perform it for any 3 people who’d listen. And nobody cares, because apparently they’d rather have a half-naked plastic celebrity squawking auto-tuned words written by committee over recycled drum machine sequences. /rant……………………………..I took me most of my life as a professional musician to realize that the most important thing about making a record – vinyl, tape, CD, whatever format – was making myself happy. If you base your success on how many albums you sold – or, in my case as one of 10 million unknown artists around the world – how many people have actually listened to your work, you will be miserable. My first commercial release on a major label in 1978 was a complete flop. I ended up back in the bars where I’ve since been for 50 years. I’ve since made 3 more albums and given most of them away. I made my last CD for ME – I didn’t give two titanium turds what anybody thought of it or cared who actually listened to it. I made it for the sheer joy of creating art which is as important to me as breathing………………………………………….You know, Rick, what you said about “all those hours” that went into developing work that went nowhere really resonated with me. I’m a screenwriter (MacGregor is a pseudonym) who spent his life writing scripts on spec. Everything I wrote won an award of some sort (except for my first feature script which was optioned but never made) and my last script had two academy award winning directors (each of whom had also won academy awards for screenwriting) wanting to direct. Couldn’t get the money. I worked my whole life in the camera department just so I could work at the heart of the set -near actors snd directors – so I could be close to where the stories are being told believing it would make me an even better writer even though the highly technical world of motion picture cameras was alien to my sensibilities. Nevertheless, I knuckled down and learned what I need to know and adapted to be good at something I had no native talent for starting out. Working 16 hour days on set and then, when the projects were done, I’d go away for a couple of months into isolation to work on my own spec scripts for 16 hour days until the money ran out and then back to set to make more money .Thirty years of it, Rick. My poor wife. Now I’ve set those dreams aside and I’m putting my creative energy into music, purely for pleasure, while my my projects, too, collect ‘digital dust’. I think artists who persevere in the face of overwhelming odds, trying to make their way in captured art forms, is nothing short of heroic in nature and I applaud them all.

What you wrote—and the comments you gathered—are actually circling around something very old, very deep, and very Gospel-shaped.

Let me reflect it back to you plainly, without fluff:


🌾 The Pattern You’re Seeing

All these people are saying the same thing in different ways:

  • “I gave my life to something beautiful.”
  • “Almost nobody saw it.”
  • “And somehow… it still mattered.”

That tension—hidden effort vs. visible impact—is exactly where your spirit is being stirred.


✝️ What This Has To Do With Jesus

This isn’t random. It lines up almost perfectly with how Jesus describes life in the Kingdom of God:

1. Seeds, Not Spotlights

Jesus constantly talks about seeds—
things planted, buried, unseen.

Seeds disappear into the ground… and only later (or never visibly) bear fruit.

Most of those songs?
They are seeds, not failures.


2. Faithfulness Over Recognition

The world says:

“If it didn’t reach millions, it didn’t matter.”

Jesus says:

“Well done, good and faithful servant.”

Not famous.
Not successful.
Faithful.

That’s a completely different scoreboard.


3. Hidden Lives Are Not Wasted Lives

Think about it:

  • Jesus spent ~30 years in obscurity
  • Most of His work wasn’t recorded
  • Many people He touched were never “famous stories”

By the world’s standards, that looks like “digital dust.”

But in reality, it was eternal.


🔥 The “Sober, Healing Message” You’re Feeling

Here it is, stripped down:

Your work does not need to be seen by the world to be seen by God.

And even deeper:

The act of creating, loving, and offering something real… is already success.

That’s why those comments feel healing—not depressing.

They’re people slowly letting go of:

  • needing applause
  • needing validation
  • needing to “make it”

…and discovering something freer.


🎵 Why This Hits You Personally

You wrote:

“something that leads me to continue to do His will, with a heart full of joy… and songs”

That’s the key.

This isn’t telling you:
👉 “Stop caring about your work.”

It’s telling you:
👉 “Detach your joy from the outcome.”

Create anyway.
Sing anyway.
Obey anyway.

Because:

  • One person hearing it matters
  • Maybe no one hearing it still matters
  • God hearing it always matters

🌿 A Simple Way to Hold This

If you want to carry this forward, hold it like this:

“I am not called to be known.
I am called to be faithful.”

And:

“Nothing offered in love is ever wasted.”


If you want, I can help you turn this into a short written reflection, devotional, or even lyrics—it already has that kind of shape to it.

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